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Name: Kristine
Birthday: 11/11/1986
Interests: being disturbed! And hanging out with friends and the occasional school thing.
Expertise: I'm short.
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Member Since:
3/10/2003
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| Right now, I'm taking one day at a time. I actually won against Leslie today. I've never done that before. So yeah! Right now, tennis is the wow factor. But all I'm waiting and anticipating for is the summer. I've been so worried about everything else that I forgot to bring my book to Spanish and study for our quiz! YEAH! I love Alexia, she's my BAB! | | |
| Evidently everything I do is wrong. So what I'm thinking is I should stop trying all together, b/c then I won't be so discouraged. There is so many good things and bad things that have happened this past week that it only leads me to believe that I can never be happy for long. I've learned so much this week and I have realized who are my real friends and who are just assholes. Good things first. Well, on this past SAT practice test I managed to bump it up 150 points; which is really kewl. Secondly, I got a letter bk from the CEO of Entrapeneurer magazine and he said he does internships and that if I give him my resume, he'll pass it along. Plus, I have found a place to stay (with my mom's friends) which is 15 minutes from the office. The office and where I'm staying is in Orange County, yes, like the TV show. Then, my grandmother is going to let me use her car for transportation to work and shopping and things like that. I'll get a taste of college life, kinda. Thirdly I got to go see Flower Drum Song which was awesum! "A hundred million miracles are happening every day!"Now, bad things. My parents want me to be super pissed with them. How do they do it? I'm serious, do they take a course in this when you're about to leave the house. Well, step 1, CRUSH whatever passion they have for anything. Step 2, eliminate all outlet for your children. puuuuuuuurfect. Plus, don't you looove when people talk behind your back. It makes you feel so welcome. Seriously, it's the perfect way to make friends. Oh yes, another thing, I love the way people aren't honest with me! Wow, how mature it is when you can say something cruel behind somebody's back but to their face it's another story. It's just so easy to make somebody feel like crap. Hint: maybe the reason I can't hang out with you is not b/c of my boyfriend, it's not like I just don't do anything in my free time.....I'M BUSY!! Good gawd! Do you realize this entire weekend I have not been able to sleep in or stay up late b/c I have things to worry about other than you! Don't get me wrong, if I had time I would love to socialize more, but I can't be with you every waking second. I only hang out with David for only an hour a day b/c I don't even have time to hang out with him. Now David. I'm sorry you think I'm distant or pissed off all the time, but the thing is is that I can't please everybody and I'm so worried about how somebody else feels that I can't think about myself. The last thing I should be thinking about right now is the time I spend with people. I have the SAT's this weekend and I need to study for that, b/c even though friends can last forever, I don't want to hold myself bk with something I couldn't have done. I maybe want perfection but maybe b/c I'm a little egotistical. I was born taught that I deserve the best, but the best relies on work; which everybody can have the best too. I guess I'm just sounding like rantings and ravings of a bitter and cynical woman. Even though the pills are making me more paranoid than I have to be, I have never felt so horrible the people around me than I do right now. | | |
| ok, so this is my first journal entry of the year. YEAH! 2004, scary as fuck!
YES! my enter key works today! Alrite so I celebrated New Year's at Robert's house who is friends with Joe who works and goes to school with David. It was awesome b/c he put a 10X10 sheet over his house and projected video games and pirates of the Caribbean. We also shot of a lot of fire works. After that me n David went to Kris's house where the Gamma's and Dan were. Everything was so cute, and their party reminds me of my parents.
Anyways, I'm going to fast forward to last night. Me, David, and Kim went to go see Mike Park (an idol of David's and now mine) He was so good and I loved the whole concert and I think I'm starting to get into the whole "car" music genre. Well, after Park played David got exceptionally good deals on CD's and clothing. Then David mentioned that he didn't get to hear his 2 favorite songs, so Mike Park actually went into David's car and performed a private concert for us. It was so bad ass, b/c I know that he does not play for the money. And if you want to hear the story from Mike Park, then go to his website.
ok, today I woke up early to go work at the theatre to see Thoroughly Modern Millie! IT WAS SO GOOD! The dancing was amazing, and it was funny and funny, and a good feeling find of movie. I soooo wish we could do that for our senior musical! It was like Chicago but withought the killing and the sex and the feminist point of view. IT WAS AWESOME!! and after that I ate at the Red Onion, which is a fusion Mexican restaurant. Yes, they had pinapple salsa. I had a eggplant crusted with grilled chicken in maranara sauce. Anyways, after that David came over and we rented Better Luck Tomorrow and went to HEB and got all the junk food we can't handle. The movie was good, better than I thought it would be and the cinemetography was great.
David david david david david david david david david david david david david david david david. There you go my squishy. I like him.....wait, no I don't. I like him a lot a lot. | | |
| - Hey Ya Hey! So I haven't written in this in like forever. So, Finals suck! Neways, Christmas dance was pretty fun! It was so gorgeous! I've never seen so many damn chocolate covered strawberries. It was a lot of fun...Oh yeah and before that, we went to Amanda's house, where David got me 3 red roses for our missed 3 month. I like him....Neways, afterwards we met bk at my house for a sleepover. My mother is awesum, she made us pizza and hot chocolate and other snacks. I really with Zach and Deanna could have stayed. The party would never stop. Neways, Amanda and Dan didn't come later b/c she got a flat tire.
My enter key works today!!! ok, so the had to leave early the next day so it was me David aleah and Steven until like 12:30. Then me n David went out to eat lunch with my parents at Don Pico's. After that, I crashed at David's house. We slept for like an hour. Then we decided to have a "Ghetto Day". We went to the 99 cent store, Big!Lots, and the Dollar Cinema to see Brotherbear! After that we went bk to my house and my dad made us some popcorn, and then we set up our orgy bed from the night before and watched Gross Point Blank....well, we kinda did. David feel asleep 30 minutes into the movie and I fell asleep 40 minutes into the movie. That was some good sleeping/ napping.
Neways, yesterday I had my tennis lesson and I felt so out of shape. I'm the fat kid. Then, after that me and my mom went to go shopping for accessories for David's present. After that I went to his house and set it up with his parents. Yes, yesterday was me n David's exchange present day. He got me and Audrey Hepburn wallet- to go with my Audrey Hepburn purse, and then he got me an Audrey Hepburn calender. He's so awesum. And for him I got him a Vans shirt. Then we went to his house to find a decorated Christmas tree with the top, a picture of us. Also my parents got him a present too, a Vans belt.
Then we went to look at Christmas lights. And we realized most of the Christmas lights in Bay Oaks suck. (no offense). So we came bk to my house and tried to watch Gross Point Blank again, but I fell asleep like 30 minutes to the ending. So all I know is that people want to kill John Cusack.
Well, I'm so busy today and I'm depressed b/c my home-g dawg has ran away. I would be skiing and snowboarding if she thought with her head and not with her vag. haha, I love her still. And i know she will b able to read this b/c they have computers at the hotel. | | |
| I like David......have I ever said that yet? Today we went to the park and talked for like an hour 1/2......We hung out on the dock and it was mucho fun...I flashed the birds...I feel diiiirty. | | |
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